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I sometimes wish that Unitarians had confession. Not because I need to hear that God forgives me, because I believe that God forgives me automatically. But because I need to know that there could be a person who can hear that absolute worst things I have done and tell me it's ok. I think I have this fear that if someone truly knew me 100%, the best, the worst and the in between, they might not love me. But that makes me hold back parts of myself, which makes it hard to ever achieve a relationship where you can be your fully authentic self.

Comments are disabled because I don't want to hear anyone say that they'd love me no matter what and that I'm really not a bad person, that's not what this is about.